When I'm gone

I'm in my dream but awake

I see the light at the end of the gate

I slap my hand to see if I'm awake

I'm in some state of a wake

In my head, I play my tape

I know my life is gone as I used to know

but that's okay; I'm here to obey

I have hated my life for a long time 

in my mind, I died when I was twenty-eight

All I see is the love I lost in my head

in my mind, I have always been depressed

I know I'm lost in my head

I have always envied the dead

I have been waiting for this day 

I walk to the light to see my fate

In my heart, I'm relieved

in my mind, this is my Broadway

I know you are sad 

I know you feel some pain 

maybe you are losing your mind

but don't feel bad

because for me, life was mad

I'm awake

I see the light 

I slap my hand to feel if I'm awake

I'm in some state of a wake

In my head, I play my tape

I know my life is out of time

but that's okay

in my mind, I died when I was twenty-eight

when I'm gone

I need you to hold on and play a song 

if you miss me, you can sing along

but remember, my love

you love me most when I'm gone

All I see is the love I lost in my head

in my mind, I have always been depressed

I'm so lost in my head

I have always envied the dead

my friend, I know you feel bad 

I know you feel some pain 

I know you are losing your mind

but don't feel sad

because for me, life was always sad

when I'm gone 

play a song 

if you miss me, you can sing along

remember, my love

you always love most the one that is gone

Höf : Rósa Björk Kristjánsdóttir

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